Angry Questions

Nathan what were you doing
what were you thinking
my anger rages deep within
anger aimed at a son who knew better
I scream out my questions in anger
to my son now dead

why Nathan Why
why were you up so late
why did you use marijuana
why did you leave the safety of your room
why were you on that roadway
what were you doing
what were you thinking

why Nathan why
it makes no sense
it is so out of character
I just don’t understand

why Nathan why
I miss you so much
your death so tragic
so senseless
what were you doing
what were you thinking
you are gone from my life
taken in a moment

why Nathan why
what were you doing
what were you thinking